I'm Breathing a Fresh Air

Archt. Kyle and Tatay Jim

photos by Sarah Encabo

I never expect that I'll have my blog this early, today. It start when I open and read something then after (HaaAaay), my heart never cried like... like this! (HaaAaay) And I want to hold- made this feeling last forever, so I'll try to put these into words... bahala na si Batman.

I just want to have a good start then God gave me a lovely opportunity. A great one came. At first, I'm not sure but I signed it anyway. I have to try. There is no reason not to.

The month of July is a merry- go- round for me and it's like I ride a year experience, unprepared. Do you know the feeling that you have this faith of not letting go. Hoping on something that you never expect on the first place and you see its really coming. You prayed for it and made this tie belief that yes it's yours. And you do all your might, push yourself to the limit just to catch it. Everybody, close to you were all happy, cheering you as loud as they can give as you run to the goal. Everything is almost a picture perfect- win. You almost see it but suddenly, someone grasp your hand in a second when you're already ready to touch the finish line. Then you heard him say, you'll never reach it.

Right after, my number one fun, my mama, was there right away to say... you- we did our best. And I think she said all the comforting words she think I needed. And everyone around do the same thing. I have a plain reaction to be honest and I know they saw it. I don't know, its like I'm already prepared to hear it. I'm just waiting someone- him to stop me so it will be over. The reason why, maybe I never had a single tear/s in my eyes. This made me sad of course but I'm really ok. And in fact, I thank God for every inch sweat-

experience I have because I felt upgraded.

Only, there's a missing part in the story until today...

Hi Clair,

Kyle and I on my way back to the states – we finished the park – we keep thinking it would have been perfect if you were able to get there – Love and good wishes

Jim and Kyle

Monday, August 9, 2010 12:49 PM

Wow, I never ask this kind of recognition. Now the project was done and everything and everyone there is going back to normal. Though because of there experiences, I'm sure they'll be different. There all be much better runners. I know and I'm happy for them. I felt humbled to be still discovered and be part until the last. I'll always be pleased to have them as a family, no matter what happened.

Well yes, this is the closure part.

9:00 am